untitled poem

My first attempt at poetry in about a year I think. So it's rather silly

The world has no end to it's hate,
Falling to pieces every time,
I can't stay like this,
I won't have a part of it.

I'm stretched out like an angel,
Taking one step into nothing,
gracefully falling, softly,
I made a mistake...

I've abandoned life, love,
In the hate and sorrow,
Who knew it existed?

You said you were always there,
Always would be,
I didn't believe you,
But now, how could I not?

Every cut, you cried,
Every hangover, you held my hair,
Every tear I shed, you rocked me to sleep,
You showed me love at it's fullest.

And now I'm falling through the air,
No longer graceful,
A coward,
An ignorant girl.

A single tear rolls off my face into the wind,
And I am no longer part of the world,
Your world,
I love you,
I never said it,
But you knew